And we're back...
Hot Single Dad whom officially I let go of back in December (see post here and here) of 2009 has made a resurgence into my life. All with one stupid text, he's back. Okay not officially back but he's made it clear that he 'misses me'. Now the mind reels with thoughts of the how and why after all this time does he miss me now??? There were obvious reasons I exited the relationship. There were still outright issues with why I couldn't hack it. It was my view of the situation that led me away and not looking back. From what I could see there was still some feelings leftover about the Baby Mama and the drama the always sprouted from their interactions.
But now, is this a second chance at a first impression? I don't know. I'm not sure. I can't even begin to say. I'll admit my heart jumped into my throat at the sight of his name on my phone attached to a text. However, my head is still cautious of what went down before. I guess I'll just have to play it calm and be collected over the whole thing. Afterall, there's a reason I let him walk in the first place and that may not have changed...right?
Either way I heart him still...so, I'll keep y'all posted.
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"I'll admit my heart jumped into my throat at the sight of his name on my phone attached to a text. "
I know that feeling... I hope things work out for the best.
Thanks Doll. I'm gonna place it close to the cuff for now. But who knows!
wow, that's quite the twist! Keep us posted...maybe goodbye is a second chance...to be super cheesy and quote one of my favorite songs ;-)
Jolene: I honestly don't know what it means. But we had an amazing relationship as short lived as it was. So I'm open to whatever the Universe will throw my way this time.
Probably a great way of looking at it - good perspective! But still quite interesting ;-)
I can't wait to hear how it all pans out! I was really pulling for him so I hope he doesn't F it up this time! You go girl.
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